tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-50655103177548027162024-03-05T20:51:51.590-08:00Addison JuneDaniel & Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07332317140113160380noreply@blogger.comBlogger86125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5065510317754802716.post-52591998730673083552013-02-01T11:03:00.001-08:002013-02-01T11:03:21.792-08:00Starting Over...AgainI don't really know what has brought me to this place again. It has been so long since I last wrote anything but yet I find myself wanting to start the process over again...Maybe its the time in grief where I need to let my feelings out and allow God to heal me in away I know only He can. Again.
Its beens a long journey since I last wrote anything and although God has brough us some Joy Daniel & Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07332317140113160380noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5065510317754802716.post-34520944515215213932011-09-27T07:58:00.000-07:002011-09-27T07:58:46.608-07:00Our God is Able!!!Be assured that if God waits longer than you could wish, it is only to make the blessing doubly precious.--Andrew Murray
It has been awhile since I have last sat down at my computer, contemplating what to write or even if I should write anything at all. I have a sense that I need to just for my own sake so I can have it to look back on and rejoice in what God has done and is doing forDaniel & Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07332317140113160380noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5065510317754802716.post-72097345571721216952011-06-23T15:41:00.000-07:002011-06-23T15:41:41.520-07:00The Latest Happenings
Graduation Cupcake (in case you can't tell it is a wagon:)
Tyler's Graduation Cupcakes
VBS 2011 It was favorite team night...We all had Giants on even Addy bear!
Memorial Day Flowers
VBS Hawaiian Night even Kolby wanted in on the action, Can't you tell he looks thrilled?
Family Shot
Again...
Here it is our summer happenings, so far. Not very exciting but Daniel & Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07332317140113160380noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5065510317754802716.post-12303617891919883762011-04-26T14:55:00.000-07:002011-04-26T14:57:01.765-07:00Introducing...Our new adventure
addy cakes
So here is the story. A short but sweet one really:) In my grief I turn to the one thing that makes me feel normal and happy. The one thing I have enjoyed doing since I was a child helping my Nan and Mom in the kitchen making cookies. Well eating more of the dough than making the cookies:) But I have grown up enjoying being in the kitchen creating new Daniel & Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07332317140113160380noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5065510317754802716.post-15291505083978375752011-04-26T14:28:00.000-07:002011-04-26T14:28:37.801-07:00The WaitingBe assured that if God waits longer than you could wish, it is only to make the blessing doubly precious.--Andrew Murray
I came across this quote a few days ago when I was a reading the book Why? by Anne Graham Lotz. This book has been helping me through a lot of the thoughts I have had for so long but never have been able to, or known how to deal with them. There are so many whys in our Daniel & Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07332317140113160380noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5065510317754802716.post-73631345742142565492011-04-04T17:24:00.000-07:002011-04-04T17:24:20.510-07:00The Why's that Haunt Me
I lay my “whys?” before your cross, In worship kneeling, my mind beyond all hope, my heart beyond all feeling, and worshiping, realizing that I in knowing you, don’t need a “why”. ---- Ruth Bell Graham Why? I have a million of questions running through my mind and can’t grasp an answer to any of them. That small word seems so crushing and huge right now and Daniel & Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07332317140113160380noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5065510317754802716.post-42478672311664699902011-03-18T17:26:00.000-07:002011-03-18T17:26:19.773-07:00Unexpected Grief
What a week. It hasn’t been all bad in fact it was pretty good most of it anyways. Then all at once it happened. One incident that happened for a brief moment in my day made the rest of the day a struggle. It’s funny how one moment can change the course of the rest of the day. It wasn’t that I haven’t had times like this before. We all know I have had a lot of time like thisDaniel & Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07332317140113160380noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5065510317754802716.post-88227469466299466912011-03-03T14:58:00.000-08:002011-03-03T14:58:15.798-08:00A Wedding TattooIts been an emotionally draining week for me. Not all bad most of it good. We started the week out with Tim and Cindy's wedding on Sunday. It was a perfect day and I pray it was all they wanted it to be. It was a great time to celebrate what God has given us and what he has taken away as well. At the end of the day I went to bed happy and excited for my brother and his new wife. I Daniel & Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07332317140113160380noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5065510317754802716.post-30870220251516791982011-02-17T16:02:00.000-08:002011-02-17T16:02:55.568-08:00More Than A Diet"You have circled this mountain long enough. Now turn North." Deuteronomy 2:3
Another week had passed and I once again was searching for a verse to study and place in my heart this week. I know it is an odd pick and one that only God could have lead me to and give me the guidance on why this verse now at this time. I have been struggling to lose my Addy weight for a year now. Daniel & Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07332317140113160380noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5065510317754802716.post-8933245516969921802011-02-11T15:55:00.000-08:002011-02-11T15:55:08.654-08:00Are We There Yet?I can't help but find myself asking this question constantly to God. Are we at the spot you want us to be, the spot where we finally get to have a baby to hold and love? So far I have been faced with the answer I haven't wanted to hear. I want to be so close I want God to tell us it is Our time to be parents. Our turn. But yet again I am reminded that His plans are better than Daniel & Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07332317140113160380noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5065510317754802716.post-19092316080707594992011-01-15T10:27:00.000-08:002011-01-15T10:27:48.177-08:00Baby's EverywhereHere I am at this place once again where I am confused, hurt and unsure of the path I have been on. I haven't had a week like this in awhile. The moments they pass by but for the most part things are going good. I have gotten to place of acceptance of what has happened, or so I thought. But truth be told I am not and once again I find myself weeping on the inside and out for that precious Daniel & Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07332317140113160380noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5065510317754802716.post-32099683496657337192011-01-07T10:23:00.000-08:002011-01-07T10:23:45.764-08:00The BearIts been a crazy few weeks with Christmas coming and going and the new year being here and started. I haven't had time to catch my breath and finally the day has come when I can sit here and write again. I am ready for the break however short it might be. I still have Christmas decorations up and stuff scattered everywhere but all that will be there when until I am done. Nothing Daniel & Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07332317140113160380noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5065510317754802716.post-63545043609981868682010-12-23T10:09:00.000-08:002010-12-23T10:09:35.133-08:00Merry Christmas!!Its been awhile since I last posted, I have been busy like everyone else is this Holiday season. It has been a strange one so far and will only continue to be that way as the days pass by. We don't have much planed for Christmas day. I am kind of enjoying the thought of us relaxing taking our time to enjoy it all together this year. We weren't able to make it to Cali, this year and that Daniel & Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07332317140113160380noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5065510317754802716.post-86802454294119827812010-11-30T09:25:00.000-08:002010-11-30T09:25:13.324-08:00The BearsI am amazed at how God is working in our lives for the better. I knew better things were coming and it might just be something small but I am excited about it. I have been wanting to start something, do something just wanted to help others who have gone through what I have gone through. I know there are a bunch out there and I wanted to help in some way. The last blog I posted aDaniel & Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07332317140113160380noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5065510317754802716.post-85511240056654220292010-11-16T12:19:00.000-08:002010-11-16T12:19:04.053-08:00Happy Birthday Baby!!!Would you dare to believe, that you still have a reason to sing,
cause the pain you've been feeling, can't compare to the joy that coming-Josh Wilson
I downloaded this song a few weeks ago. Forgot about it and was searching through my music and found it. How appropriate that I forgot about it right? I am sure that was God holding it for me for the perfect time to share it again. He Daniel & Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07332317140113160380noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5065510317754802716.post-33815884290898514322010-11-08T10:14:00.000-08:002010-11-08T10:14:03.003-08:00Band-aidsHe heals the brokenhearted and bandages their wounds.
--Psalm 147:3, NLT
God is showing us His strength today. After a fairly hard weekend and a week that I have been dreading the arrival of for awhile now, He shows us this verse. I got ready to sit down and write in my journal I always start the entries off with a verse and after praying a quick prayer that Daniel & Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07332317140113160380noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5065510317754802716.post-38558677278341430332010-11-02T10:20:00.000-07:002010-11-02T10:20:13.783-07:00Scorched Places"And the Lord will continually guide you; and satisfy your desire in scorched places..." Isaiah 58:11
I found my journal today. The one that I have been looking for, the one I started writing in about a year ago. I am so glad I did that now. Although at the time that was all I could do just write down what I was feeling and how things were going but today I can look back on it and know Daniel & Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07332317140113160380noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5065510317754802716.post-18124358333003327012010-10-22T15:40:00.000-07:002010-10-22T15:40:23.889-07:00Another day... Another day, another set of difficult moments, at least for now. It has been a rough day. Starting when I walked through the door at work. I got news that a girl from another department had ended up having her baby last night and she named her Madison June. Of course not knowing what they where talking about I heard that name and had to stop a moment. Did they just say what I was Daniel & Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07332317140113160380noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5065510317754802716.post-53771369628027992782010-10-21T15:11:00.000-07:002010-10-21T15:11:25.918-07:00Hard Days Are Here Again...Here I am again. As the time get closer to little Addy's first birthday the trauma and pain have hit again. Not at the extent of what it was but never the less it is still here and still a consistent struggle for the both of us as that day draws near. It has been a particularly hard week. After a wonderful 9 day visit with my parents it was time for them to get back to there life in Daniel & Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07332317140113160380noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5065510317754802716.post-23251200347986161422010-09-02T08:05:00.000-07:002010-09-02T08:05:12.836-07:00Dreams Here we go again…. Another moment in time, another day and another month without our little girl. I thought I had been doing pretty good. I thought, that was my first mistake to think that I was getting past the grieving part and on to the living life part. I am sure that to some point we are getting past it all. Trying to make the best out of a situation that we wish would Daniel & Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07332317140113160380noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5065510317754802716.post-10381191758367836512010-08-05T15:44:00.000-07:002010-08-05T15:44:30.582-07:00Peep
"In everything give thanks: for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus concerning you." &Daniel & Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07332317140113160380noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5065510317754802716.post-49576157737210712272010-07-27T14:59:00.000-07:002010-07-27T14:59:57.603-07:00Our GodInto the darkness you shine,
Out of the ashes we rise,
There's no one like you,
none like you....
There is no one like Our God. The word above have been in my head for a few days now. It wasn't until a few days ago I finally downloaded this song. Being addicted to new music I had put myself on an Itunes restriction. I love to sit down and get new music new sounds to listen to and newDaniel & Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07332317140113160380noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5065510317754802716.post-80160982008406792202010-07-20T19:21:00.000-07:002010-07-20T19:21:22.689-07:00July 20, 2009Its the 20th today. A day that is normal and uneventful to the world around us. A day that means nothing really but it holds a place in my heart forever. It was this day a year ago that we went to the doctor anticipating the news. It was this day that we went into the lab I layed down on a table and they squirted that warm ( our tech is the best and warms it for you) goo on my belly. Daniel & Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07332317140113160380noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5065510317754802716.post-87331129586447216872010-07-10T09:52:00.000-07:002010-07-10T09:52:12.544-07:00Change...Something I Am Not Good AtChange I don't like that word much nor do I like the meaning associated with it. It has been a long year of changes and it only seems to keep coming. I know that it isn't always a bad thing and sometimes change has to happen for us to get on the right paths and do what God wants us to, but that still doesn't make it any easier. I know I get this apprehension of change from my Mom's Daniel & Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07332317140113160380noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5065510317754802716.post-26940644436872717402010-07-01T10:30:00.000-07:002010-07-01T10:30:07.157-07:00The JobI got a job!!? I wasn't even looking which leaves only one explanation, God. He has been working on this and has put this job in my path at this time in my life for a reason. I am not sure why and I am not sure what to expect but I had to reply to His offer. Here is how it all went down.
A few weeks ago when we were in California my husband got a call from his aunt. Daniel & Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07332317140113160380noreply@blogger.com1